Jessops said its going to take 2 weeks to get film developed

really? what film is it?

Ilford FP4 Plus Black & White film.

Iso 125

36 Exp

Man at least you're getting something developed.
I have 3 shots left to take, and I don't know what of !

Find something abstract

it's gonna take two weeks cos it's not a c-41 process film, that stuff has to be done manually in a darkroom. whereas colour and chromogenic film just get wacked into a machine.

ahh ok. Hopefully it means the lab work will be better than the last time.

Afterschool Dentention for forgetting HE ingredients which is quite a pisstake

you forgot your high explosive ingredients? I thought it was just me.

You mean the lead broke? If so, that's not that big a problem.

I one did that but the lead ended up ripping out the wood of my guitar where it connects, and ripping half the wires out in the process. Had to get the jack socket strengthened with a washer and filled, and the axe re-wired.

I did nothing to my guitar, and now it sounds like it's eating itself every time it's plugged into an amp.
I loved that guitar as well, it was all beaten up and ghetto but it sounded shithot

I love photography, but the amount of research/written work and structure to the whole thing is starting to get on my nerves. Whatever happened to artistic license? Also, my teacher is piss annoying. If she doesn't like it, then it's shit. When all she's ever done in her life is point her camera at some other persons artwork in the Tate Modern and press a button.

[rantover/]

And, Reading can't win a football game for shit

And And, I'm poor.

Problems with that slag of a girlfriend again.
Already pissed off Harry by snapping at him.

I wont bother talking to anyone else tonight. Don't wanna annoy anyone else.

you'll never annoy me, you time traveling wall riding, ball tickling Warlock.

Best mate made out with the girl I like, and he knew I liked her at the time.

If I wasn't such a nice guy he'd be collecting his teeth right now

Hence why I haven't taken chosen to take photography for A level. I'd rather have the satisfaction of knowing that I can take my own photos in my own way, than have a qualification which shows nothing other than the style I would be taught by a teacher.

In other news, I'm pissed off by literally everything. I'm sitting here drinking a lukewarm French lager, and contemplating what exactly I'm going to do when I inevitably fuck up my GCSE's.

You won't "inevitably fuck up" your GCSEs. If you start revising now, you can easily make it. It's not hard at all, but you do have to work for it.

Should also add that negativity is the first step towards failure.

While i was in London, my band had a session with another bassist, who they appear to like to the extent of kicking me out after i've done nothing but slave for them for nearly 4 years.
I felt better for a while courtesy of Jack Daniels and a jukebox full of Radiohead, and now i'm just really glad i covered the bit on my bass where i accidentally wrote Silicon Talent in permanent marker.

I'm quite the melodramatic one tonight.

Parents Evening tonight.
Going to get grilled.

Awesome.

Just you wait till you take the world by storm with starship shitface
then we will se whos laughing

I have a cold.... and i'm at work...

I'm not doing that anymore either (though the album's still for sale).

I've got some new stuff under a different name, it's a lot more electronic but it's also more emotive and less "what does this button do"

Just remembered i still have to send you over that fiver.

It'll be send by Saturday at the latest

care to link me (if you have a myspaz that is)
i want to hear this

just got a mouse for my lappy....

now i've no excuse for not working



mind you, it does make it easier to paste pix of Claire ollieing things.....

Nothing set up yet, i want to get a small collection of songs together and get artwork and stuff sorted before i start messing around with myspace again.

good idea

My music, on the other hand, is stagnant and decaying. I haven't listened to music in about 3 months, or touched my guitar for about a month. I've just lost the flare

And I have a lesson today. Fuck.

I have parents evening tonight.
Well, in 15 minutes.

OMGS.

school keeps threataning to ring home and i always get in trouble when i say go on then

Ooh, You lil rebel.

Fuckin' girlfriend wont come to see Jumper with me. Bitch.

tell her to go an see juno while your watching jumper then meet outside the local fast food restaurant

lol then whats the point of going with his gf to the cinema
might aswel go with his mates, then meet bird after.

Silly Mike

Feeling pretty fed up about everything at the moment.

Specifically College, Girls & Family. The 3 things which take up pretty much all my life. Great.

Will the Skateboarding be in the pissed on thread? Or is that not in your life.

my computer is being really slow again

I had to write a letter of an apology to a year 7 for using a party popper next to his ears and deafening him. And I had to do a drama performance with 2 of the most useless people ever.

How can a party popper deafen someone?
Tell them to grow some balls.

For a whole day apparantly.

Should have done it in the other ear as well.

I hate near constant paranoia and feeling I'm in constant competition with everyone else.
I'm such a retard.
Also, I can't sleep.
Ever.

I know what you mean, I've not been able to sleep for weeks. Also, i'm paranoid to fuck that my gf is gonna cheat on me. I dunno why cos i feel i can trust her, but there's still that shit feelin' in the back of my mind.

Dude, yes.
Isn't that the worst part about having a beautiful girlfriend?
That's what I mean about being in constant competition. a LOT of people out there are better than me and I'm worried some day she'll realise that.

Anyway, I'm gonna stop talking about my retarded emotional issues now.

It's 6am and I'm still wide awake. I must have changed my myspace name a million times to help pass the time, as if I'm caught up in some bizarre electronic metaphor for an identity crisis. I'm now dabbling with the concept of how I'm meant to survive until Easter without any money, not to mention the somewhat dramatic decline of food in my cupboards as an unfortunate side effect of my excessive appetite. I don't even want to think about the pile of laundry either, and that can only get more prominent over the following weeks.

March 14th. I crave you.

One cool thing about my technophobe mother... We never had a phone when I was a kid.

Got a call from work this mornin' saying i was no longer needed. So, no cash and no job. stoked.

the things that piss me off

people who get overly mad and stressed out when skating and go in a right paddy
emotions, especially with a girlfriend who you cba with anymore
and everything inbetween, college, shit shit and more shit

Cool, you'll fit in well here. Welcome to sk8uk

Forget about Dentention for today

Im fucked.

Party tomorrow that everyone is invited to. Except me... True, i don't know the girl, but nor do a load of other people who are going.

It would seem that, as of now, i am a social outcast. FUN